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[28 Jul 2006|02:25pm] [ mood | I will miss you guys so much ] Please Remember Me (Tim McGraw) When all our tears have reached the sea Part of you will live in me Way down deep inside my heart The days keep coming without fail A new wind is gonna find your sail That's where your journey starts You'll find better love Strong as it ever was Deep as the river runs Warm as the morning sun Please remember me Just like the waves down by the shore We're gonna keep on coming back for more 'Cause we don't ever wanna stop Out in this brave new world you seek Oh the valleys and the peaks And I can see you on the top You'll find better love Strong as it ever was Deep as the river runs Warm as the morning sun Please remember me Remember me when you're out walkin' When the snow falls high outside your door Late at night when you're not sleepin' And moonlight falls across your floor When I can't hurt you anymore You'll find better love Strong as it ever was Deep as the river runs Warm as the morning sun Please remember me Please remember me 4FINISHED FIRST* jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[19 Jul 2006|10:26am] [ mood | nerdy ] Less than two weeks. Yeah, that's right. I am so excited. I don't want to leave here. I have met so many amazing (not to mention attractive) people and I love them. I'm going to cry my eyes out. The feeling of misfortune is overwhelming. I don't know what I will do without these people. I have seen them every day for five weeks.  It will be six soon. I don't know how I will be able to function whilst I am lacking these fantastic friends I have aquired. At the same time I miss all of you at home and have a stronger connection to you.  I know I will be ok. I will probobly see most of them again anyway, I can keep in touch. I miss you lady, I need a hug! jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[14 Jun 2006|02:37pm] My incredibly short summer is coming to an abrupt end on Sunday. Though I am sad that I won't be spending hour upon hour at Krys' or the beach  I know that I will have fun. I think the fact that I am a senior is just kicking in and I can't decide if I like it or not. I love that I am growing up and moving on but I hate that it means losing people and friends.  One thing is for certain,  I am so glad that the drama from school is over (or at least on pause). I don't think I could have lasted another day.  On another note. I miss him. yes, the him. he is gone for a month and when he gets back I won't be here. yuck.  Well, that's it I guess.  Peace. jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[05 Jun 2006|01:56pm] Do you remember in kindergarten,how you'd meet a kid, and know nothing about them, then 10 seconds later you'd be best friends, because you didn't have to be anyone but yourself? I miss that. You know the world sees us In a way that’s different than who we are I am so ready for this drama to be over. i am sick of avoiding certain places at certain times. I am sick of getting nasty looks in the hallway. and i hate the shit. damn it. grow up! jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[02 Jun 2006|01:57pm] well, i have deleted the rather rude comment made by an anonymous person yesterday. and i only have a few things to say about it. if you have something to say, you should have balls enough to say it to my face and not hide. I truly don't care if you do or do not like me but i wish you would leave me alone and stop instigating crap. if you are who i think you are i have tried to be nice to you. we have had our disagreements our spats... whatever. but i have still tried to be cool with you.  if you think you are too good to talk to me then don't BUT if you can't talk TO me you shouldn't talk ABOUT me.  peace jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[01 Jun 2006|01:50pm] [ mood | indescribable ] I am so sick of Camden Shit. People talking shit. “Friends”?  Chyeah right. More like backstabbing assholes. I hate that.  I hate that they (the assholes) can ruin my lovely day. i hate that they can take a great week and a chill weekand turn it into a stressed out...cracked out....pain in the butt week.   I don’t care if you don’t like me. I don’t give a damn. But that doesn’t give you the right to talk about me to my friends. It doesn’t give you the fucking right to try to make your boyfriend hate me. It doesn’t give you the god damned right to be a bitch to me.     Wow. I am so sorry to anyone who reads this and is offended. I’m not even sure that the person this is related to will read this but if you do… I hope you realize what a bitch you are being and that even your “friends” don’t really like you. PS  Im confused. i thought we were tight dude.   Peace. 7FINISHED FIRST* jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[24 May 2006|02:17pm] wow. so my schedule for next year sucks... three by three looks like this First Semester Zero hour-  Political Science 1- Spanish 2 2- Theatre 2 3- Weight Lifting LUNCH 1- Spanish 2 2- Theatre 2 3- Weight Lifting Second Semester Zero Hour- Political Science 4-AP english 5-AP Bio 6- AP calc LUNCH 4- AP english 5- AP Bio 6- AP Calc AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1FINISHED FIRST* jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[23 May 2006|01:54pm] Practice last night was CRAZY. I worked my butt off. I have been working my butt off. I am not saying that I am the best person in the world. I know that I am not.  I know that there are loads of people faster than me. I understand that. BUT I also know that I am VERY dedicated and I love the sport. I love to practice and work hard. I love the competetion. I love the feeling of success and the feeling of determination when I know I need to work harder. I know that. That is why I love it. That is why I continue to come back.  This is what I live for. I simply don't appreciate being told that I am not dedicated. I don't appreciate being made to feel like crap because I don't spend every second in the pool. That will change though. I don't appreciate how they approached the situation, they are right. I need to work harder to achieve my dreams.  No more goofing off!  jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[22 May 2006|02:26pm] [ mood | sore ] Blah. That is how I feel. Blah.   Not good… Not necessarily bad…   Just Blah.   I am uncertain as to why I feel so lethargic, I just do. I miss the days that were filled with excitement and boys and swim and driving. I keep making my mom mad. I know that she has founded reasons for what she is feeling and that she doesn’t know how to handle it any other way…. I just. I feel like she is trying to make me stay a child. And though I am her child I want her to let me grow up and be my own person. I want to have a future & succeed in life. She is holding me back so much and it hurts. I don’t know how to tell her that though.     ::sigh::   Well... I have to go catch the bus.   jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[19 May 2006|02:07pm] Well  i got my hair cut...  it's fun,  I think. Everything is going well with the boy. We are taking some time to get to know each other.... mentally. I love spending time with him. He is amazing... and fun... and i love spending time with him... i am not sure how i feel about him but i really enjoy his company.  Edit: Krys is back now so I can function in school again. 1FINISHED FIRST* jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[16 May 2006|01:50pm] I am lost. Krys... you need to get back to school... pronto. jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[10 May 2006|02:02pm] JACK JOHNSON LYRICS "Holes To Heaven" The air was more than human And the heat was more than hungry And the cars were square and spitting diesel fumes The bulls were running wild Because their big and mean and sacred And the children were playing cricket with no shoes The next morning we woke a man with a seven hour drive Well there we were stuck in port Blaire Where boats break and children stare And there were so many fewer questions When stars were still just the holes to heaven Mmhmm And there were so many fewer questions When stars were still just the holes to heaven Mmhmm Officials work while friendly Once we drown them with our sweet talk And we bribe them with our cigarettes and booze Disembarking from the port With no mistakes of any sort Moving soundly engine running smooth The next morning we woke a man with the sunrise to the right Moving back north to port Blaire Where boats break and children stare And there were so many fewer questions When stars were still just the holes to heaven Mmhmm Yes and there were so many fewer questions When stars were still just the holes to heaven Mmhmm i <3 this song. it makes me think about... well anyway, i love it. 3FINISHED FIRST* jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[10 May 2006|01:52pm] I AM: a swanky swimmer I WANT: a place to call my own I WISH: for my own exhibition I HATE: giving up and people who give in I MISS: making the most of the remaining summer nights I HEAR: music everywhere I WONDER: what certain people are like when i'm not around I REGRET: not getting started with my swimming sooner I AM NOT: fat... well, maybe on the inside. I DANCE: in my underwear using a hair brush as a microphone I SING: really loudly when I drive I CRY: a lot... over silly stuff I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy I WRITE: all the time. i love to express myself with words I CONFUSE: myself & everyone around me I NEED: ....some time alone w. a certain someone I SHOULD: get off my butt and do something I START: thinking about him randomly... :( I FINISH: is it ever really finished? jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[09 May 2006|02:25pm] I'm so excited.... I just can't hide it. I know... I know... I know... I know... I want you. ♥ kath jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[08 May 2006|02:00pm] [ mood | satisfied ] wow, i am just now catching my breath. & that is all.  peace. 2FINISHED FIRST* jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[28 Apr 2006|06:02pm] [ mood | i NEED to swim! ] \"I can\'t fly, but swimming is the next best thing. It is harmony and balance, the water is my sky.\" \"If we did it for the crowd we would be football players... If we did it for the guys we would be cheerleaders... if we did it for the fame we would be basketball players... we do it for one reason and one reason alone WE LOVE IT & HATE IT... The pain comes with no attention attached\" \"We do more flips in two hours than any cheerleader could do in her LIFE!\" Basically I am having an off month. I feel gross, and like a slacker. I haven\'t been to practice in a LONG time. yuck. I need to swim. My body is aching from lack of use and I feel as if I am shriveling up. A plus is that my hair needed a break from the chlorine. Man I love this play but it needs to get over so I can get back to my life. I miss the pool. ::tear:: ♥ kath 1FINISHED FIRST* jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[18 Apr 2006|09:50am] hello all. well, this is for you krys. you can call him my boyfriend now. it's entirely official. we talked about it... ok, well im supposed to be working. im out. kath edit: nevermind. not official anymore. edit: i miss him. jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[11 Apr 2006|06:23pm] [ mood | cheerful ] wow. the past week has been rather interesting. I have started hanging out with a certain new person. He\\\'s fun. I don\'t think I have been this consistantly happy in a while. we are hanging out again thursday... wahoo. te amo. ♥ Kath jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[04 Apr 2006|06:05pm] So basically my life has reached a point of consistency, though I have nothing to complain about, there is really nothing exciting to report either. I am getting tired of the tedious, monotonous, lackluster lifestyle that I have grown accustomed to. I am ready to break out and do something crazy. I am… bored. And being bored with one’s own life is never a good thing. It’s a good thing my friend’s lives are crazy enough to keep me sane. I don’t know what I would do without them. Exams were basically the same as last nine weeks and so are my grades… except maybe Chemistry. I have done really well in there this quarter. I can only hope that my future holds some excitement. That would be nice. Well I’m out! ♥ Kath 1FINISHED FIRST* jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

[03 Apr 2006|06:01pm] so... meet this weekend was GREAT! i dropped time in all of my events and definitely placed first in both. our relay got second and we rock! heart~ kath jUst KeEp SwImMiNg

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